I must admit...it is a bit scary knowing that our job is about to come to an end. To have to start all over again and not know whether I will be making the same kind of money can lead to serious distress...if I let it. Yesterday, I was thinking about it so much and so hard that it gave me a migraine headache. I had to lay down after taking some pretty strong meds to get rid of the pain. Once I realized that all of this stemmed from fear, I made strides to remove that fear. I had to pray and cast my care concerning this job on God. I am not responsible for the outcome. I am only responsible for the effort I put into finding other employment. God is the One who is steering this vessel and He is the One who is guiding my ship. I know beyond the shadow of any doubt that He will make sure that I make it to the right dock so that I can once again hit solid land. God is such an awesome God that he knows what we need before we need it, and how we need it and on what level we can handle it. I thank im for His awesome greatness and I give Him all the praise! Amen...